Religion and God

As I said it was middle of May,a50 c hot summer, on my first day of job at Mushtashfa Wilaadaa ( Maternity Hospital) so thirsty ,tongue was dried, getting struck, so miserable,  that too standing in front of water  fountain machine. water was there but can,t drink .as all  surrounding people were fasting, I was feeling guilty to approach that water vending machine, as if  all are steering at me and I was going to do a big sin. any how  I gather courage and put my mouth at the outlet of water and pushed the button, to my Badluck, same moment my Hospital Director with its Docter team appear before me, saw me  ,doing this sin,  he look at me with hate ,utter words in Arabic which I did not fallow,that was most unfortunate  moment in my life .In pathology  lab we were ,around a   batch of 10 technician ,were placed.  all Indians one,two from Mumbai,Maharashtra two three Hydrabaadi  and rest from Kerala, not so familiar but nationality brought us together, we 6 hindi speaking Boyes joined together  to hire a  residence .employer was paying house rent allowance, a three months salary, that was a good deal, but have to take the headache to search rented house. finally we found it but  landlord not ready to rent house to singles. there was a couple from hydrabaad.we made him family head  and solved the problem.

 ..The great first day of my  job was passing   so slowly , counting minute by minute,thirsty hungry, tension ,with lot of fire at belly.  so helpless so lone among unknown  faces. a feeling of losing my whole world ,may be that was my lone experience  , rest my co-worker were quite happy, to fulfill their life time aspirations.  Again and again repenting, why I came here , leaving my loving people, so what? That time I was earning 400 a month at Govt Hospital and Saudi was paying more than10,000  per month with Eid Bakrid allowances  and overtime too ,When I got  three months salary as houserent     and routine salary   , I got near about 50000, never  saw before this much amount, without losing time I sent the amount to my wife, she too could not believe, read the draft as 5ooo ,oh yes, It can't be fifty thousand ,how he can earn, within two months. since then we are habituated to see big numbers till now .

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